I wish life was black and white. where there was a clear-cut instruction manual for everything. a step by step guide to, say- file your taxes transfer property documents successfully run a business win arguments not get emotionally charged up so easy find your purpose in life
Do I do this or that, not do this or that, right now or later, first this or that, next what, if not when? why this? why not that?
mind overloaded, multiple information contradicting each other, some facts, and some rumors about how something is to be done and not done, heard by multiple so it has to be true. Right?
Information…….. overloaded………. So today, here I sit in darkness, in solitude to numb other senses away clattering my keys, an inexpensive form of therapy. “but youre wasting time, you’ve got so much to do!” Ill take a break from work anyway I realise not everyone has the privilege to do so, but im grateful that I do. feel ashamed for doing so, but I still do.
people “hustling”, creating startups, building new companies and what do I do? I watch, and get hyper feel like im getting left behind, wasting my time, time seems to be going faster than before, So I plan out an elaborate plan, a brilliant plan no less but a plan that remains to be a plan.
if A is equal to B, and B is equal to C, so then why dont things in life work out so easy? if life were in fact, black and white then Id know exactly what to do, when to do, how to do, why to do. but alas, life is not black and white, its gray… many shades of it.
and when it comes to humans,
its red, blue, orange, yellow, gray, brown,
and yes, sometimes black and white too.
(Love when its black and white)
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